Thursday, October 20, 2011

Be Conscious



The key
hanging around your neck
big bold and old

to the world's greatest treasure
that i am sure


what is that treasure?
for you ....for me

i sat meditating on mother earth's clitoris
she was happy
very very happy

my beloved was missing
dealing with problems, drama and trama

how to complete the union
of oneself

with oneself

for oneself....

conscious and unconscious
AWAKENED
to the union

the double rainbow complete
in a most unexpected way

orgasmic rapture
for the union

of the beloved
loving
The Beloved One

ALL
is
complete

ALL
is
unfolding

ALL
is
conscious

ALL
is
awake

ALL
is
The Beloved One



Monday, October 17, 2011

Innocence




All Things


is the centerpeace of the
Makiah O Miller
-for the love-
Foundation

Ki Maah
meditation
touch
movement
attitude
nutrition
dance
way of being
in the
 love
with
The Beloved

All is reflected in the space of
The Beloved
beautiful pure perfect love
swirling and spirialing
inward and outward

leaving
NOTHING
untouched
by the
love

The Beloved One
being oneself
dancing
into the pure
 bliss and ecstacy
of the
heart of reality
into the
raw juicy
heart of facebook

into the
dream BIG dreams
of
integral
paradise utopia

into the
heart
of all that matters

let the
baby blue ribbon
shine

in
bringing perfected balance
to the
world

Sunday, October 16, 2011

The Beloved One


The Beloved One

All that is left in life 
is to 
love 
The Beloved

as the 
Child Weeps

for the loving comfort 
of
The Beloved One's Touch

Love
everything 
everybody
as 
The Beloved One

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Thursday, October 13, 2011

Trusting in The Rain





i embraced 
The Beloved

the rain cleansed the earth 

beautiful double rainbows appeared
and the 
heart of reality 
was everything 

trusting 
in 
The Beloved

loving 
The Beloved


Monday, October 10, 2011

The Perfect Place




Occupying The Nation
occupy Mount Vernon 
occupy 
My Heart 

The Solution 
to 
ALL
 the worlds problems
ALL
our personal problems
ALL
 our family problems 
is 
BALANCE

that glorious result 
of 
meditation

Peace is the Balance
Peace is the perfected play of a civilization 
Peace is the heart of oneself
radiating 
health and happiness
to the 
world

Ki Maah 
is 
the way of being within the heart of the creator
and 
dancing and making love
 to 
The Beloved

The Perfect Place 
is 
between and within 
the heart of hearts 
of 
The Beloved
making love 
to 
The Beloved
------------------------------

Occupying 
the heart of 
The Beloved

is the
 ultimate love

caring and being of service 
to all mankind

Loving 
The Beloved






Sunday, October 9, 2011

Randy is Jesus Christ


10

inside - outside

fravasing 
The Beloved Ones

Okay....sometimes the most bizarre circumstances 
transform themselves into the most miraculous awakenings...


I was a stay at home dad for my state diagnosed mentally 'challenged'
of a genius son for twelve years.
that included delivering him to the planet 
and 
a heart surgery at birth 
and 
having both heart valves replaced last year


His most beloved mother
was still married when Makiah arrived 
and 
her child support package for his two children 
well one at least
and 
her two year 'readjustment' settlement package
made it so there was plenty of money to live on and plenty of money to waste
because of the divine mother's 
desire to provide and work and work and work
(just a note: Shari was such an amazingly talented and beautiful human being that she could have been playing her ideal life from day one...but liked the 'difficult' pathway. ) 

I was fully, totally and completely blessed 
with being a stay at home dad 
focusing my attention and love on my son Makiah 
in making sure he had a normal family upbringing
which wasn't always the easiest thing in the world 
as living in a household with a 'wife' 
that brought four kids with four different fathers into one household
(and her many many many affairs during the twelve years) 
and 
into a home that 
The Mother 
was already occupying an attitude of hate towards the new live in 'dad' from day one. 
was a full time challenging position of keeping the balance or peace. 

leave it to say, twelve years of surviving it all was a miracle 
and 
because of the geniusness of 
The World's Most Amazing Mom 
it even had it's own kind of happiness and joy going on

Til 
the day 
Jesus 
showed up. 

Shari met Randy 
and 
two days later 
the stay at home dad was fired from his job
and 
told to 
"leave now" 

Then the great AWAKENING occurred 
a miraculous miracle 
that transformed every aspect of my life
 from the 
hang in there, hold on tight, 
abusive environment   

to 
instantaneous 
ENLIGHTENMENT 
of 
THE BELOVED

WOW. 

Randy's wife walked out on him nine months earlier 
and 
somehow that period of gestation 
arrived in my face 
with a demand to leave

and 
I was 
REBORN. 

as 
ME
 the 
I AM 
again.
 the bliss of being oneself 
showed up

A
 Miracle. 

and 
Randy,
Jesus Christ 
created an all new environment
for 
ALL
her four children 
and friends
 and 
her brother and mother and father and and and 
to come together in an all new 
PEACE and Harmony 
and 
fun 
playground 
for the family to experience. 

yes 
I was the new 
OUTSIDER 
but 
because of my uplifting attitude 
into 
enlightenment
I was able to transcend any new challenge or adversity with transcendental bliss.

Jesus Christ 
'The Randy' 
gave us 
ALL
a new life.

such amazing love
such amazing grace. 

sometimes 
in the most bizarre of circumstances 

The Light 
shines so brightly 

hilariousness happens.

I am so very blessed to have Jesus 'the Randy' Christ into my life 
well, my family's life I mean.

I am the outsider
knowing all the dynamics of the 
inside

and 
so very blessed 
to know how to 
frevasing 
The Beloved
ONES

in
 ALL
 the love making
coming and going 
going and coming

infinite and eternal blessings 
to 
the child
and 
Jesus Christ
 our 
savior. 

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May my Beloved son
Makiah 
know 
the truth, be the truth, walk the truth 
of 
The Beloved Mother 
and 
new
 Jesus Christ 
step dad

____________________________

day ten of the medicine wheel encompassing the life of 
The Beloved




Saturday, October 8, 2011

Through the Doorway




Nine 

the doorway to oneself

in memory of Luther Utterbach
remembering Makiah turning nine in Stowe Vermont 
and 
walking through the doorway

Change and Transition 
can be so difficult
giving up the old while reaching out for something new

Ki Maah 
bring change into the moment by moment movement 
and 
dance of the creator

Let the party begin


Thursday, October 6, 2011

Life in the Heart



Life in the heart is the rhythm of god making love
The Beloved 
dancing with making love to 
The Beloved

Living in the depths of my heart 
is the most beautiful mansion 
a small round one room mansion 
that echoes and spirals and swirls and pulsates 
the most requisite energy of exalted love
around and around and around 
and 
through and through and through 
all the hearts of all the lovers

Life in the heart is so full of silent song 
the orchestra's of infinite universes playing in perfected harmony 

listening 
to
The Beloved

expanding and contracting

-----------------------------------------

Makiah and I walked through the primal forest 
hugging and holding hands
discovering new vistas
trying to regain our old familiar simple roles
in a
 new complicated chaotic world

Love is so pure.


--------------------------------




Tuesday, October 4, 2011

My Beloved Son






Oh My Beloved....My Beloved Son
My Dearest Makiah...My RasaRaja

you are the prince...you are the one

there was never a time that you
were not within my heart of hearts.

My heart was formed to give you life...

All the lovers who appeared to show me the way...
all the lovers who appeared to guide the way...

you have always been here ...
deep within my soul
waiting patiently...
for your perfect Beloved Mother.
For all the times you knocked on the door...
for all the times you laughed and sang and cried.

I'll never forget the moment I first saw your head appearing before me
with your Mother on her hands and knees ....
facing EAST in prayerful pain.
I remember catching you...
holding you oh so gently....
naked and looking back at me...
and your Mother's rounded bunners.

Oh My Beloved Makiah...Makiah Orion Miller
I loved you so four decades before you appeared ...
I loved you so the moment you came to tell me
you were finally coming to town

Oh My Beloved Son...I love you
till googles turn to giggles
and
hilarious laughter of life's pure pleasure fills the sky.

So you choose the medicine wheel encompassing America
to heal the heart
of
ONESELF.
My Beloved, My Beloved
you choose your mother
 My Beloved Wife
to teach me all life's difficult lessons
to teach me forgiveness, patience, tolerance
and
how to love the depths of my being...
how to love from the depths of my heart.

you are funny Mac Man.
you
who have seen it all unfolding ...
you laughing hysterically at all my silly play

Makiah, My Beloved Son...
grant my the honor of being your beloved father
for surely your happiness is bound on knowing
The Supreme Sacred Love
of
your beloved parents
your hilarious, you and your playful ways of knowing
All that I AM
All that WE BE

Everything Passes...Transforms and Changes
My Love for you...
My Beloved Makiah
Grows Deeper and Deeper into my Heart
Growing Higher and Higher into the Heavens.

I love you so much ....I love you so much

The moon is half, tonight camped on the end of Greg's Road.
Your Mother is on day four of her medicine wheel adventure.
Finally,
'Stop the Noise'
is turning down the volume.
The sounds of nature fill the evening darkening landscape.
The sun as set...a slight autumn chill is creeping into the stillness
everything is perfectly still...
waiting for
The Beloved Mother
to have a change of heart
To have a heart,
fully connected..
fully engaged with
The Beloved Family...

Makiah, Oh My Beloved
I love you so.

Sunday, October 2, 2011

Listening to the Truth of One's Heart



Listening to the truth of one's heart.

My Beloved....with each breath with each heartbeat the orgasmic rapture 
of our union fulfills the heart of reality of our beloved Makiah.
The ultimate health and well being and happiness of our child
is based on the total expression of the beloved parents loving one another
freely, totally, completely
each and every moment of the day.

My Beloved...I am loving you fully, totally and comletely,
I am caressing your body with each expanding heartbeat,
bathing every cell of your beautiful body with the orgasmic rapture of my
beautiful pure perfect love....
with each and every breath of my heart.

My Beloved ...I live in your heart of hearts, I live in the depths of your womb,
I live in your clitoris...dancing and making love
with the pure pleasure of your being.
I live in your soul, from time eternal making mad passionate love
within the spaces of ALL your ancestors creative play.
I live in your eyes, your ears, your nose, your mouth, your skin
to know all that you percieve.

My Beloved ....when I dance and play and make beautiful loving love to my god...it is you being embraced.
 Every moment of every day.

My Beloved...you are the home of my heart and soul,
you are the home of my ultimate health and well being,
you are the home that matters most in my life.

My Beloved ....our sacred union is the rapture of our Beloved child...

Our sacred union is the orgasmic rapture of all beings on the planet
 and life in all the universes.

Our sacred union is the ultimate happiness of everyone. 

Our sacred union is the dance of sanity in a crazy world. 

Our sacred union is the foundation which all relationships are known.

Our sacred union  is the purpose of our lives...
in making sure each and every moment of our Beloved childs' being is being bathed in the most glorious orgasmic passionate truth of our love.

Our sacred union fills the unconscious and conscous dreams
of the heart of oneself...

Our sacred union is the absolute pure pleasure of knowing the truth of our eternal love..

Our sacred union is ALL that matters in life and death...

My Beloved ...our sacred union is the dance of the gods
I AM and know so well.

My Beloved...you are the ultimate home, my heart in ecstatic bliss.
You are my precious home, the fire raging ...as my soul content...
you are my home...
the most beautiful taste of comforts sweet sweet song...
being inside you is the truth of my heart,
being inside you is the truth of my home,
being inside you is the truth of remembering to remember,
being inside you is the ultimate intuitive bliss of our Beloved Makiah...
BEING
inside you
is the sun rising a new each and every day...
being inside you through the day and through the night
is our son's delight.

My Beloved...oh my Beloved
I seek no god outside our loving embrace
I seek no soul outside our rapturous union.
Freely playing with all my brothers and sisters
is a reflection of the truth of the heart of reality...
my heart, our heart
at eternal play.

My Beloved...home my Beloved wife...
making love in the Sacred Lake of our childhood's playground...
enlightens the waters
to know the clearity of the hearts perfect truth.
My vows of eternal love
my vows of unconditional love
my vows through good and bad
my vows through thick and thin
my vows of never ending always growing love...
my vows of knowing the truth of my hearts perfected play.

My Beloved...you are mine...
to hold and cherish and nourish with my perfect love...
you are mine...
as I AM ours...
you are mine, without an earthly law to know the truth
of our divine blessed union of gods pure heart....
you are mine in the truth of the Beloved heart
of
 Our Beloved ...
Makiah.

You are mine, as I am yours ...
that is ...the way it is ...
my life and death find eternal union in our pleasurable play.
you are mine, to hug and hold...
till all eternities...

you are mine

oh Beloved wife of mine


Oh Beloved ONE...is is our union that defines the law...
of god's most elated and exalted truth.
That loving the Beloved...and being loved by the Beloved
is life's ultimate purpose and life's ultimate mission.

Pure and simple.
The heart at play.
In knowing the ultimate union of the Beloves
Sacred Union
of the
Beloves Sacred Dance
of the
Beloves Sacred Love

Oh Beloved...oh Beloved of mine
listen to our hearts passionate play
listen to our hearts dreaming desires
listen to our hearts powerful wisdom
listen to jour hearts created voice
listen to our hearts ...Beloved child

Oh Beloved ...there is nothing else ...
than making love to you.

Oh Beloved ...the only thing between
thou art me
is
Makiah
and
beautiful pure perfect love.


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Into the Truth



I drove out to the farm of
'the boyfriend.'
 It was a perfectly georgeous sunny crisp day.
The old Iowa farm was located on a protected hilltop,
full of that old time down home simple easy feeling.
Randy was in his working coveralls, coming out of the old rustic red barn
when we approahed one another with a friendly handshake.

I told Randy who appreciative I was to have him in Shari's, Makiah's and brother Matt's lives. How my life had changed ten thousand per cent for the better since he arrived on the scence, loving Shariand being loved by her.
I was so full of gratitude.

I could feel his simple, open honest authentic honesty filling the morning air.
I could feel his sense of pride in being a loving person.
I was feeling blessed that Shari had chosen a boyfriend who I could feel
totally comfortable about being aorund Makiah.
I felt a deep sense of love and respect for the nice simple
good looking Iowa family farmer.
We were both feeling at peace in the beauty of the day and with one another. 

Then I said I had something else to share. 
I told Randy what a great liar Makiah is .....the best I have ever seen. 
That he was an extremely intuitive child who had mastered the art of lying
from his mother who was a great actress and laier.  
I said that since he was going through puberty....
that NOW was the time to master the art of the truth.

Randy said that telling the truth was he way he was brough up.
I could see and feel the simple depths of truthful honesty
 in all aspects of his being.
Being raised on a farm surrounded by the every day miracles of nature
make 'the truth' a natural part of every breath and heartbeat.

I told Randy that I wanted Makiah to be surrounded by
'The Truth.'

Then I told him that I had something else to share.

I told Randy that since he and Shari had become best of friends and lovers,
that my level of experiencing love with Shari had not only been the best experience of our thirteen years together but that I had reached the highest levels of experiencing and knowing the most amazing
body/mind/spiritual love of
The Beloved

I told hime that Shari and I were making love
since the day she asked me to leave HOME,
that we were experiencing the greatest love of our lives
and often...more often that was ever the case.

I told him I didn't think it was fair for him not to know
The Truth.
I could feel every embrace, every kiss, every blowjob, every act of intercourse that Shari and her best friend were engaging in....
while he was clueless to the untold truth that Shari was holding back.

If Makiah was to know
The Truth
that he had to be surrounded by it, with all aspects of his relations.

He could not believe what he was hearing.
He loved Shari. He believed her, He believed in her.
He couldn't comprehend the possibility that their love wasn't 100 per cent
EXCLUSIVE.
He just couldn't believe what I was saying.

I told Randy about Shari's seven or eight 'affairs'
that she had over the coarse of our 13 year relationship.
How I had to 'TRANSCEND' the experiences...
to learn and experience new ways of loving.
That despite some of the most gut renching experiences of my life...
I was NOW experiencing the greatest love of my life.

Our conversation was interrupted by a calble technician wh dac been working in the old farm house, who now needed Randy's attention.
I sat on a wooden bench situated next to an out building
facing the bright morning sun...
it felt good to be soaked in the warm sunlight.

Randy returned to our conversation
by sitting next to me on the grass next to the bench.
The cell phone attached to his coveralls rang.
He looked at the number and said it was Shari.
He answered the phone.
He told her that I was there visiting....that it was good...and bad...
they engaged in a worried exchange before Randy handed my the phone.
"What are you doing there?" "How did you know where the farm was?"
"Get out of there NOW, LEAVE IMMEDIATELY!"
"oh sure." I replied and handed the phone back to Randy.
They spoke very shortly, Randy closed the phone and said,
" I have to leave now, I have work to do."
that abrubtly ended our lovely conversation about
The Truth

I left the hilltop farmstead....fully at peace with Randy and the situation.
I felt a new sense of hope, that Makiah might experience
The Truth.
in new and important ways.
I felt empowered.
I felt like I was part of the family again on an equal playing field
of everyone knowing
The Truth

It felt really really really good
dispite
knowing my beloved would be 'madder than hell' at me.
for disclosing her un-disclosed truths...
that effected the fundamental dynamics of their love relationship.

---------------------------------

I picked Makiah up after school for my favorite 'walk home' experience.
It was such a beautiful perfect day!
We talked about mom and her boyfriend and my visit to the farm.
We talked about The Truth...lies.....and the magic of life.
We walked a meditative lap of the Cornell College football field's track,
walked by Cliff's house to say 'Hi', walked downtown, with a stop at he hair dresser's for some candy, into city hall for a 'city cat' fix.
Into Bear Creek Market for a Peace Green Ice Tea and a cream soda...
through the middle school to say "Hi" to friends....
and home for a short short rest.
Then on with our adventure to cousin Gary's farm...he wasn't there so we drove out to the Sutliff Bridge to sit near the Cedar River
 on a bench soaked in the western setting sun.
Then on to Makiah's favorite stop, Auto Junction used car lot in Lisbon
where Makiah and I sat in our favorite new red Mercedes.

Life was Good.

But we anxious to see mom.
She was to be meeting us at seven to take Makiah on another adventure.
I couldn't believe how anxous I was to see
My Beloved
no matter how upset she was with me.
I couldn't believe how anxous and excited Makiah was to see his mom.
I couldn't believe how excited Randy was feeling at having his
infatuated lover back in his arms.
Shari was so blessed. 
To be fully, totallyand completely loved by so many ...
she is
The World's Most Amazing Mom.

She picked up Makiah.
I wanted to go with them.
Shari wanted no part of it.
She asked me not to be in the house that night.
and they drove away.

I stayed in the house all night.
I meditated for hours and hours and hours...through most of the night.
They never returned.
After a short period of sleep,
I awoke refreshed with a strong desire to write the words

Into the Truth

Spontaneous Acts of Love

Truth is Everything

When my son, Makiah was twelve he needed a physical for his annual week stay at Camp Odayin located at Camp Knutsen in Cross Lake Minnesota.
Dr. Meeker did all the routine checks which were all normal.
Then completely, out of the blue and quite surprisingly, she said...
"Have you given Makiah the talk about the birds and the bees?"
I went into a deep state of shock and completely freaked out!

Later, much later...after coming down and contemplating the issue,
I took off with pen and paper to my favorite writing environment,
the Cornell College library and proceeded to write the book....
'Sex is Everything'

Someday, maybe I'll let him read it.

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I have always loved love. I always love loving.
Enough so, that I came up with a cure for all the terrorists of the world.
to be a loverist. Loverist.com

I kissed my first girlfriend when I was twelve. It was like someone plugged in the light bulb for the first time.
WOW
It was like waking up to what 'energy' was all about.

Decades Passed.

I never really found the owners manual to
"all things love."
Each and every experience, each and every relationship
seemed to forge new truths, new revelations, new challenges, new beliefs
new understandings of 'love.'

No matter how much experience I had...
I always seem to be a novice of love.

------------------------------------------

I am fifty nine. And by now, surely an expert on the subject of love.

So, here's my story TODAY.

Makiah and Shari (Makiah's mom) and I got up early to go to University Hospitals to see Dr. Schultz, his heart doctor.
 Makiah had undergone the Ross Procedure
of having both his heart valves replaced a year ago.
He has been doing GREAT!
And Dr. Schultz affirmed that with a positive EKG and echo cardiogram.
Life is GREAT!

The day before was one of the most beautiful days of my life. My 'wife' and I had made it through the most interesting twenty days of my life
as documented in 'Homeless in Iowa'  which came about from those famous words spoken to me from out of the blue....
"you need to leave, now."

Life was never really dull with Shari.

Yes, a new boyfriend of three days instantaneously wiped out
13 years of being 'THE ONE.'

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So, I was homeless for the first time in my life.
I took my golden dome Northface tent and walked about ten miles
to the outer edge of our small Iowa town.
I set up my 'meditation' tent in the middle of a corn and soybean field
at
Chris Bass's Beautiful Bass Farms

I started my meditation with questions focusing on,
"What is the ultimate truth?"

and
the most amazing simple magical answers were given in reply.

I learned a new integral meditation technique.
I went without sleep for ten days...I felt like I'd never need to sleep again.

Consciousness never sleeps, the original ONE zygote cell never sleeps
and the heart never sleeps. So, why would I ever need to sleep?

Despair arrived when I decided to give up all attachments to life and death.
I left a suicide note next to my bed and fell deep into my wakefulness,
 hoping to die in the arms of my beloved wife and son.
Dying into eternal slumber in my Paradise Utopia.

After a short trip into the unconscious.
I woke up,  again.

That was day ten. Yesterday, was day twenty.
And during those 10 days a lot unfolded.
Yes, 'the boyfriend' and Shari had changed the dynamics
of my relationships totally.
Makiah went through his 'emotional' break downs and
Shari was orgasmically happy with a new best friend to be obsessed with.

and I felt like 'the outsider.'

Transcending all my previous ideas, concepts and beliefs about love,
'The Awakened One'
had reached a new state of loving
'The Beloved'
which was turning me inside out.
I was blissed out!
Magic was appearing before me
 in the most miraculous beautiful artistic forms.

Despite, 'the boyfriend' ....despite being 'homeless in Iowa'....
I was experiencing the best moments of my life.
Even sex was new, different and magical.
Extremely magical to say the least.

Yes, I was back 'home' occupying my upstairs bedroom...
while Shari and Makiah and the dog occupied the downstairs bed.
I had always dreamed of being awakened
 by a most talented message therapist every day of my life.
It's never happened...
I decided to GIVE a wake up message and a good night message
to my beloved wife.
It felt a google times better than receiving a message could ever feel like.

Another new experience of Paradise Utopia.

Despite spending every moment possible with her new 'boyfriend'...
who after a recent divorce was completely infatuated with
'the world's most amazing mom'

Shari was giving me insider status to her life.

-----------------------------------

Two days ago ...the magic was revealed and performed
thanks to the geniusness of Solon Iowa's miraculously talented
artistic builder and sculpture
Dick Schwab.
WOW! WOW! WOW!

The synchronicity and integration of an amazing window of opportunity within the heart of reality of the infinite universes, planet earth and
The Beloved....
was manifest.
Amazing beyond my wildest imagination,
amazing beyond my past wildly perfect spontaneous rituals of
Peace, Love and Freedom.

So, yesterday....
everything was so perfectly complete.
So much so I exploded in the most beautiful first ever heart orgasm
that set me floating and flying to new levels of being with
 The Beloved.
It was by far the most beautiful day of my life...
after June 22, 1999...the day I delivered Makiah Orion Miller to planet earth.
My heart and breath were NOW pulsating orgasmic love
continuously for
 My Beloved.

It was too much.

It was rapture.

I never knew rapture before. It was like floating in clouds of exalted bliss.
But, it had an in out, in out, in out rhythmic quality....
and the 'out' part had a sad quality involved as it was going away from
The Beloved

I layed down on the bed meditating til a new transcending solution arrived.

The Union.

And ALL was full and complete and total blissful rapture.

Yesterday...all seemed so perfect. As it most certainly was.

Today, after our early morning hospital visit, a lunch at Hamburg Inn and a trip to the Hy-Vee store for needed groceries...we returned home to....

A phone call from 'the boyfriend' and Shari taking the phone to a closed private location for the insider conversation.

I felt like ' an outsider.'
I went to Shari's side and began messaging her neck
 as I listened to their 'intimate' conversation.
After a few minutes of continued conversation, they said their good-byes...
and our conversation began.

Insider vs Outsider.

Open honest authentic conversation vs hiding secretive exclusive dialogues.

I wanted Makiah to be a part of THE BEST life has to offer,
which for me means a direct clear pathway to the truth.
Makiah was extremely intuitive and feels everything from us,
his parents,
TOTALLY.
The more WE are totally completely and fully
ENLIGHTENED
the healthiest and happiest Makiah will be
in experiencing all aspects and all relationships in life.



Shari's 'boyfriend' and best friend was being told
NOTHING
of our very magical and extremely sex filled days
of discovering the most beautiful depths of intimate heart filled
truthfull experiences of love.

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A friend, without the truth ....is nothing.

With out the truth, there is nothing.

Even love without the truth...is just a meaningless game
of ego based gratification.

And Shari was playing the game...full speed ahead.

How could anyone be experiencing
'the truth'
at such amazingly elated levels of experiencing the life of
The Beloved
while on the other hand playing a game so filled with so much un-truth.

Life never ceases to amaze me. And people's perspectives on the reality
of the truth of love, never ceases to to amaze me.

Love is the raw juicy flow of creative play.
How that game is played defines the quality of one's life.
And the magic of one's life.
And the pain and disease of one's life.

In connecting conscousness with one cell and the heart ....
'The Awakened One'
 appears to know and experience
The Beloved
in ever expanding experiences of knowing the truth of love.

Truth is Everything.

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Spontaneous Acts of Love,
are all about each and every moment of life,
about each and every breath
and each and every heartbeat,
and
each and every place one's focused attention lights upon.

To see with all the senses
The Beloved
within the heart of reality
from which ALL is percieved ...
is the essence of
Paradise Utopia.

The in out, in out, in out rapturous embrace of
The Belove's
prescence contains the most profound truth of life.

To love and to be loved.

The beloved WE be.

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The Baby Blue Ribbon and the 'Spontaneous Act of Love' campaign
 came about from the inspiration of my beloved son, Makiah.

I wanted to compliment the work of the
Susan G Komen
Pink Ribbon Campaign for the cure of breast cancer.
I wanted to create the Baby Blue Ribbon Campaign
for the
'Ultimate Health of Oneself.'

A space to experience and know the ways and pathways
of the most benificial nutrion, exercise and attitude
of
America's Healthiest and Happiest People

A space to create and design new systems of harmoneous play
for the benifit of everyone on planet earth.

A space of beautiful pure perfect love
grounded in the truth of being oneself.

A space that singifies the highest ideals and experiences
of experiencing and knowing love. .

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The baby blue ribbon signifies....
I see the truth or your beauty through the heart of one's ultimate reality....
the absolute geniusness of the one heart.

The baby blue ribbon signifies the truth of love's beauty.

The baby blue ribbon signifies the heart of realities truth.

The baby blue ribbon signifies the acknowledgement of
you knowing that I know the truth within
the power and wisdom of love.

The baby blue ribbon signifies,
Makiah Orion Miller
and his journey through life of experiencing and knowing
the ultimate health of oneself,
especially through the heart of
The Beloved.

The baby blue ribbon signifies
The Beloved LOVING The Beloved.

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