Day Eighty One

the art of learning 

is always about

 loving learning

and

being free to follow your passions

school 528

Day Eighty

the heart of hearts of the divine heart

breathing 

it's breath into your consciousness

get it? 

Day Seventy Nine

collaboration 

in order to become pregnant 

or 

co-create 

anything

we must collaborate

bobby O bahama 

is 

packaging 

THE MESSAGE 

SURF'S UP!!!!

Day Seventy Eight

Listening to the Children

Makiah's Bill 

unnoticed 

dream BIG dreams

feeling the emptiness 

before 

the fulfillment 

Day Seventy Seven

stupid is as stupid does

sometimes 

living life 

is more like watching a bad movie

listening to the ringing cedars

Day Seventy Six

a space of love 

within the heart of hearts of the divine heart

consciousness connects with the breath 

to 

make love to all that is perceived

so simple are the ways of 

Anastasia

Day Seventy Five

the expert of experts

knows the vein of gold of being oneself

knows how to teach people how to get naked and dance with the creator

knows how to inspire others to see their Paradise Utopia

knows how to connect ...play...and dance

knows how to co-create the masterpeace of life

knows how to market an idea

knows how to create an event to teach and share the story

knows how to coach and create a great team

knows the ultimate game and plays it well

knows that she knows

and 

loves learning

Day Seventy Four

state of the union 

tonight

empowerment 

has always been 

the issue

dream BIG dreams

listen intently 

the beloved one meditating on breathing as if 

sex is everything

Barack Obama 

time to challenge 

Makiah O Miller 

in a 

game

 of 

"pig" 

Day Seventy Three

friends, peace, eagles 

it was a snow day today in our town

no school 

movies for makiah

work for mom

dad cleaned 

and 

attended to the home bound

time 

is so 

precious

so

valuable

unless i can be

 seeing feeling and knowing 

from the center of the 

heart of hearts

time 

looses its true value

what a wonderfully delicious day of being 

at 

home

happy birthday 

Mattise

Day Seventy Two

freedom 

to be oneself

flying 

through the depths of knowing the truth

trusting 

extremely loud extremely clear

the 

actions of love

mary said to jesus, radna said to krishna, shakti said to shiva

sex is everything

co-creation

in and out

realities heart

the giants scored again

pass me another bud 

LIGHT 

fly free

 forever 

Day Seventy One

The Masterpeace

i drove across the state today 

to visit

 mom

contemplating what would make the worlds' greatest masterpeace?

GREAT

it 

would have to shift everyone's perspective or consciousness into an integral alignment

with the universal

heart of reality

dreaming the vision tonight

pelodom

Day Seventy One

system dynamics

the world is so complex

yet 

finding peace within our own consciousness

is as 

simple as simple

 can be 

embracing the stillness within the eye of the storm

being

the eye seeing the eye

transcending the play 

of the 

ideal male and ideal female

making love

within the heart of hearts of oneself

being

free

to be

the

 peace

of 

love loving 

The Beloved

in our shadow amazing light awaits 

to be 

seen

Day Seventy

i am god

i am dancing

i am peace

i am love

i am singing

 i am free

i am dreaming

 here and now

dance that through your chakras

again and again and again

the awakened one 

is 

ALL 

heart

Day Sixty Nine

did

Day Sixty Eight

Stone City Iowa 

time is such a funny transition

i remember fishing under the bridge with my mom 

as a child i loved those moments with mom

peaceful intimate safe beautiful loving

sometimes 

i want to get lost in a moment

i want to dive into the depths of the experience for at least a lifetime

maybe more

i want to get lost in the beauty of the moment

experience 

beautiful pure perfect divine unconditional love

til 

boredom arrives

skipping and surfing

 from one superficial experience to another seems so pointless

going and coming 

from this dot to that dot without really connecting them 

it snowed today...

i am cleaning and organizing 

stuff 

so i can experience life without 

stuff

i want to be naked and free to be 

oneself

again 

as it seems i have been reliving the birthing cycle 

over and over and over 

again

even woke in the middle of the night 

and 

watched youtube videos of birthing

feeling it must be time to be born again

Wednesday January 17, 2012 

8:44 pm 

waiting.....

Day Sixty Seven

dream big dreams 

every day should be a holiday 

of 

remembering 

dreams

Dr Martin Luther King 

Bernice King 

makes me smile

makes me laugh 

makes me remember

dream BIG dreams 

Day Sixty Six

infinite and eternal blessings world tour

something is growing

something is happening

 something is unfolding 

everything is changing

except 

rasa

the essential nature of oneself

rasa

 connecting

 playing and dancing 

co-creating 

rasa

within all systems

the beloved is mirrored back to the beloved

pelodom

Day Sixty Five

two hearts 

as

one

feeling the experience 

as such strong subtle movements 

of 

unity

painful as pleasant

the beginning of the unified field of consciousness

the beloved making love to the beloved

hearts on fire

Day Sixty Four

connect

play

dance

life is so simple

Day Sixty Three

loving

what is

the snow is almost here

winds of the cold front are whirling about

Day Sixty Two

flying freely 

in and out 

and 

around 

the most beautiful clouds

naked as naked

 can be

naked 

as the head of a majestic bald eagle

naked

without a care, a worry, a thought, a feeling 

flying freely

in the middle of the road

flying freely 

from the center of the heart

flying freely

into the love of oneself

i see you 

all

so clearly now

Day Sixty One

the full moon 

a clear star filled black sky

background 

for the bright white moon

racing across this january night

a great time to relax into 

what is 

the heart of reality 

and

all change 

2012 

is

unfolding

the full moon 

engorging my emotions

to 

follow my heart

where ever 

Day Sixty

the depths of gratitude

in the mind... in the head... thoughts of gratitude mingle with all the other thoughts 

in the

 heart

gratitude is the soil from which all the fruit trees

 of

 Paradise Utopia 

are grown

all the veggies too

gratitude 

is 

the 

eternal tears washing the eyes perceived  thought 

in order that the eyes might see the true beauty 

from the heart

almost a full moon 

missing you mirrored as missing me

in the 

eternal turmoil 

of 

lost souls 

forgetting to remember 

eternities truth

gratitude .....pure gratitude 

in the 

process of unfolding 

rasa

Day Fifty Nine

loving couple 

conflicted sometimes by the truth 

that we are all born from loving parents

makes me feel like there must be infinite types of love

conflicted 

is the 

word 

feeling 

thought 

for the 

moment

peace 

is 

always the balance between all conflicting aspects of oneself

we 

all know 

that until we become the beloved 

loving the beloved

we 

are 

conflicted

13th century India 

love carved in stone

2012

love flowing from the heart of hearts

Day Fifty Eight

the first crusade

a christmas gift of a cross from the first crusade

1099

i wore the necklace today

and 

felt so empowered and happy

looking forward 

to the 

dreams 

contained within the cross

blessing

of 

sweet dreams

Day Fifty Seven

the value of art 

is the inspiration it holds for you

when art opens a new doorway of perceiving oneself

otherwise hidden

when art uncovers a new sense of beauty within

when art embraces your soul in a completely new way

when art looks at you like a new lover

value starts to happen

i love creating value

creating something that contains everything and more

i love playing with the creator in co-creating something unique

i love seeing how much value i can put into a peace of art

what is the value of my studio 

as is

the awakened one

says 

seven billion dollars 

to 

China 

to create an atmosphere of creative business

 to

 create the art of business via the business of art 

seven billion dollars 

for the 

Makiah O Miller 

foundation

for the ultimate health of oneself

art 

is about investing in the future possibilities of living in 

Paradise Utopia

art 

is the totality of hope in the human condition to see the beauty

in being of pure service

 to one another

has anyone seen

Pearl Lam 

a

masterpeace awaits 

a new home

Day Fifty Six

the golden thread of enlightenment

being 

happy joyful blissful 

is 

the smile on realities heart

i love feeling everything that accompanies life 

especially 

beautiful pure perfect divine unconditional love 

today

i was bummed out somewhat at my lack of mastering the art of healing

that i must experience good friends 

suffer through pain and sickness and misery

the 

benefits of enlightenment 

are  

infinite and eternal

blessings 

of 

sanity

health

and 

happiness

occupy 

the heart of oneself

and

all

ones' relationships

the golden thread symbolizes that connection to everyone 

with 

the 

wisdom

of

 enlightenment

which is everywhere

within as without

the 

inspiration 

within 

this 

painting 

contains the essence of changing from sickness into health and insanity to sanity

it 

represents 

the ultimate health of oneself

and

it's 

selling price 

of 

$16,180,339........

represents 

the golden mean and it's relationship to our well being

infinite and eternal

 blessings 

of 

experiencing knowing dancing

with the creator all aspects of being

the

ultimate health of oneself

rasa

pelodom

Day Fifty Five

“No idea is going to save you.
No matter who it came from,
No matter how high the authority,
No matter how mystical the being,
Really, they do not have YOUR answer.”

~ Adyashanti ~

the absolute authority is my 

playmate and companion 

the

 essential nature of the dance

the 

wealth of my greatest riches

the 

purity of my sanity

empowering oneself 

to be to know to experience 

the

 most amazing love 

delicious

vi-licious 

and 

delightful  

the child within 

grows 

Day Fifty Four

the ultimate invitation 

just finished 

deep deep deep 

cleaning the house

now time to 

deep deep deep 

clean the body 

from the inside out

2012 

be brave be bold be beautiful 

put everything 

OUT THERE

every moment every day

engage your fun factor to the limit

act like it's your last day

let's connect 

let's play 

let's dance

because 

the ultimate game has begun

Day Fifty Three

expectations

will you dance with me?

if no one dances with me ...do i stop dancing

if no one plays with me...do i stop playing

if no one loves me...do i stop loving 

ruling the universe is about the art of dancing with god

the art of listening the art of being oneself the art of connecting

the new year

and 

mom asks me 

again and again 

"what do you do for a living"

i rule the universe 

i 

say

mom has dementia 

and 

doesn't remember

so

 i remember for her

remembering to remember 

being 

the heart...loving....oneself