Stone City Iowa
time is such a funny transition
i remember fishing under the bridge with my mom
as a child i loved those moments with mom
peaceful intimate safe beautiful loving
sometimes
i want to get lost in a moment
i want to dive into the depths of the experience for at least a lifetime
maybe more
i want to get lost in the beauty of the moment
experience
beautiful pure perfect divine unconditional love
til
boredom arrives
skipping and surfing
from one superficial experience to another seems so pointless
going and coming
from this dot to that dot without really connecting them
it snowed today...
i am cleaning and organizing
stuff
so i can experience life without
stuff
i want to be naked and free to be
oneself
again
as it seems i have been reliving the birthing cycle
over and over and over
again
even woke in the middle of the night
and
watched youtube videos of birthing
feeling it must be time to be born again
Wednesday January 17, 2012
8:44 pm
waiting.....
