Day Seventy One

The Masterpeace

i drove across the state today 

to visit

 mom

contemplating what would make the worlds' greatest masterpeace?

GREAT

it 

would have to shift everyone's perspective or consciousness into an integral alignment

with the universal

heart of reality

dreaming the vision tonight

pelodom

Day Sixty Eight

Stone City Iowa 

time is such a funny transition

i remember fishing under the bridge with my mom 

as a child i loved those moments with mom

peaceful intimate safe beautiful loving

sometimes 

i want to get lost in a moment

i want to dive into the depths of the experience for at least a lifetime

maybe more

i want to get lost in the beauty of the moment

experience 

beautiful pure perfect divine unconditional love

til 

boredom arrives

skipping and surfing

 from one superficial experience to another seems so pointless

going and coming 

from this dot to that dot without really connecting them 

it snowed today...

i am cleaning and organizing 

stuff 

so i can experience life without 

stuff

i want to be naked and free to be 

oneself

again 

as it seems i have been reliving the birthing cycle 

over and over and over 

again

even woke in the middle of the night 

and 

watched youtube videos of birthing

feeling it must be time to be born again

Wednesday January 17, 2012 

8:44 pm 

waiting.....

Day Thirty Seven

the skies were blue very blue today

the two hour ride to and from filled the journey 

of seeing mom again

her christmas wish was to take her home

a wish that will only come true when she passes from this world

the journey home 

was filled with conversations with my twelve year old son 

about

The Beloved

challenges of the heart... challenges of understanding... challenges of seeing clearly

transformations

of 

blue skies within and blue skies without 

integrating 

the oneness

i remember decades ago giving everyone in my family a copy of 

jimmy cliff singing

"i can see clearly now" 

my son and i are both wishing to see clearly now

and 

for everyone to be 

happy