Tuesday, October 4, 2011

My Beloved Son






Oh My Beloved....My Beloved Son
My Dearest Makiah...My RasaRaja

you are the prince...you are the one

there was never a time that you
were not within my heart of hearts.

My heart was formed to give you life...

All the lovers who appeared to show me the way...
all the lovers who appeared to guide the way...

you have always been here ...
deep within my soul
waiting patiently...
for your perfect Beloved Mother.
For all the times you knocked on the door...
for all the times you laughed and sang and cried.

I'll never forget the moment I first saw your head appearing before me
with your Mother on her hands and knees ....
facing EAST in prayerful pain.
I remember catching you...
holding you oh so gently....
naked and looking back at me...
and your Mother's rounded bunners.

Oh My Beloved Makiah...Makiah Orion Miller
I loved you so four decades before you appeared ...
I loved you so the moment you came to tell me
you were finally coming to town

Oh My Beloved Son...I love you
till googles turn to giggles
and
hilarious laughter of life's pure pleasure fills the sky.

So you choose the medicine wheel encompassing America
to heal the heart
of
ONESELF.
My Beloved, My Beloved
you choose your mother
 My Beloved Wife
to teach me all life's difficult lessons
to teach me forgiveness, patience, tolerance
and
how to love the depths of my being...
how to love from the depths of my heart.

you are funny Mac Man.
you
who have seen it all unfolding ...
you laughing hysterically at all my silly play

Makiah, My Beloved Son...
grant my the honor of being your beloved father
for surely your happiness is bound on knowing
The Supreme Sacred Love
of
your beloved parents
your hilarious, you and your playful ways of knowing
All that I AM
All that WE BE

Everything Passes...Transforms and Changes
My Love for you...
My Beloved Makiah
Grows Deeper and Deeper into my Heart
Growing Higher and Higher into the Heavens.

I love you so much ....I love you so much

The moon is half, tonight camped on the end of Greg's Road.
Your Mother is on day four of her medicine wheel adventure.
Finally,
'Stop the Noise'
is turning down the volume.
The sounds of nature fill the evening darkening landscape.
The sun as set...a slight autumn chill is creeping into the stillness
everything is perfectly still...
waiting for
The Beloved Mother
to have a change of heart
To have a heart,
fully connected..
fully engaged with
The Beloved Family...

Makiah, Oh My Beloved
I love you so.