Randy is Jesus Christ

10

inside - outside

fravasing 

The Beloved Ones

Okay....sometimes the most bizarre circumstances 

transform themselves into the most miraculous awakenings...

I was a stay at home dad for my state diagnosed mentally 'challenged'

of a genius son for twelve years.

that included delivering him to the planet 

and 

a heart surgery at birth 

and 

having both heart valves replaced last year

His most beloved mother

was still married when Makiah arrived 

and 

her child support package for his two children 

well one at least

and 

her two year 'readjustment' settlement package

made it so there was plenty of money to live on and plenty of money to waste

because of the divine mother's 

desire to provide and work and work and work

(just a note: Shari was such an amazingly talented and beautiful human being that she could have been playing her ideal life from day one...but liked the 'difficult' pathway. ) 

I was fully, totally and completely blessed 

with being a stay at home dad 

focusing my attention and love on my son Makiah 

in making sure he had a normal family upbringing

which wasn't always the easiest thing in the world 

as living in a household with a 'wife' 

that brought four kids with four different fathers into one household

(and her many many many affairs during the twelve years) 

and 

into a home that 

The Mother 

was already occupying an attitude of hate towards the new live in 'dad' from day one. 

was a full time challenging position of keeping the balance or peace. 

leave it to say, twelve years of surviving it all was a miracle 

and 

because of the geniusness of 

The World's Most Amazing Mom 

it even had it's own kind of happiness and joy going on

Til 

the day 

Jesus 

showed up. 

Shari met Randy 

and 

two days later 

the stay at home dad was fired from his job

and 

told to 

"leave now" 

Then the great AWAKENING occurred 

a miraculous miracle 

that transformed every aspect of my life

 from the 

hang in there, hold on tight, 

abusive environment   

to 

instantaneous 

ENLIGHTENMENT 

of 

THE BELOVED

WOW. 

Randy's wife walked out on him nine months earlier 

and 

somehow that period of gestation 

arrived in my face 

with a demand to leave

and 

I was 

REBORN. 

as 

ME

 the 

I AM 

again.

 the bliss of being oneself 

showed up

A

 Miracle. 

and 

Randy,

Jesus Christ 

created an all new environment

for 

ALL

her four children 

and friends

 and 

her brother and mother and father and and and 

to come together in an all new 

PEACE and Harmony 

and 

fun 

playground 

for the family to experience. 

yes 

I was the new 

OUTSIDER 

but 

because of my uplifting attitude 

into 

enlightenment

I was able to transcend any new challenge or adversity with transcendental bliss.

Jesus Christ 

'The Randy' 

gave us 

ALL

a new life.

such amazing love

such amazing grace. 

sometimes 

in the most bizarre of circumstances 

The Light 

shines so brightly 

hilariousness happens.

I am so very blessed to have Jesus 'the Randy' Christ into my life 

well, my family's life I mean.

I am the outsider

knowing all the dynamics of the 

inside

and 

so very blessed 

to know how to 

frevasing 

The Beloved

ONES

in

 ALL
 the love making

coming and going 

going and coming

infinite and eternal blessings 

to 

the child

and 

Jesus Christ

 our 

savior. 

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May my Beloved son

Makiah 

know 

the truth, be the truth, walk the truth 

of 

The Beloved Mother 

and 

new

 Jesus Christ 

step dad

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day ten of the medicine wheel encompassing the life of 

The Beloved