Day Seventy Three

friends, peace, eagles 

it was a snow day today in our town

no school 

movies for makiah

work for mom

dad cleaned 

and 

attended to the home bound

time 

is so 

precious

so

valuable

unless i can be

 seeing feeling and knowing 

from the center of the 

heart of hearts

time 

looses its true value

what a wonderfully delicious day of being 

at 

home

happy birthday 

Mattise

Day Seventy Two

freedom 

to be oneself

flying 

through the depths of knowing the truth

trusting 

extremely loud extremely clear

the 

actions of love

mary said to jesus, radna said to krishna, shakti said to shiva

sex is everything

co-creation

in and out

realities heart

the giants scored again

pass me another bud 

LIGHT 

fly free

 forever 

Day Seventy One

The Masterpeace

i drove across the state today 

to visit

 mom

contemplating what would make the worlds' greatest masterpeace?

GREAT

it 

would have to shift everyone's perspective or consciousness into an integral alignment

with the universal

heart of reality

dreaming the vision tonight

pelodom

Day Seventy One

system dynamics

the world is so complex

yet 

finding peace within our own consciousness

is as 

simple as simple

 can be 

embracing the stillness within the eye of the storm

being

the eye seeing the eye

transcending the play 

of the 

ideal male and ideal female

making love

within the heart of hearts of oneself

being

free

to be

the

 peace

of 

love loving 

The Beloved

in our shadow amazing light awaits 

to be 

seen

Day Seventy

i am god

i am dancing

i am peace

i am love

i am singing

 i am free

i am dreaming

 here and now

dance that through your chakras

again and again and again

the awakened one 

is 

ALL 

heart

Day Sixty Nine

did

Day Sixty Eight

Stone City Iowa 

time is such a funny transition

i remember fishing under the bridge with my mom 

as a child i loved those moments with mom

peaceful intimate safe beautiful loving

sometimes 

i want to get lost in a moment

i want to dive into the depths of the experience for at least a lifetime

maybe more

i want to get lost in the beauty of the moment

experience 

beautiful pure perfect divine unconditional love

til 

boredom arrives

skipping and surfing

 from one superficial experience to another seems so pointless

going and coming 

from this dot to that dot without really connecting them 

it snowed today...

i am cleaning and organizing 

stuff 

so i can experience life without 

stuff

i want to be naked and free to be 

oneself

again 

as it seems i have been reliving the birthing cycle 

over and over and over 

again

even woke in the middle of the night 

and 

watched youtube videos of birthing

feeling it must be time to be born again

Wednesday January 17, 2012 

8:44 pm 

waiting.....