Day One hundred and sixteen

the ultimate game of life 

plays on 

as the hometown boys basketball team win state finals 

after being down seventeen points in the third quarter

love...love more

love everything

Paradise Utopia 

is a space of love to master the art of playing the ultimate game

spontaneous acts of love 

is the action of the movement into enlightenment

with the light of wisdom shining the light into the darkness of fearful ignorance

Day Nineteen

The Heart 

and everything else 

seems to be the focus today

to be 

centered 

in the heart of hearts of the beloved

to understand how to play your game

for the health and happiness of oneself

being the truth 

of the beloved loving the beloved 

knowing 

how to travel 

cell to cell 

universe to universe 

bringing light 

into the darkness

enlightenment 

into the

stupid ignorance

of 

past unconscious programs 

producing the play

time to master 

the art of breathing

Ki Maah 

light the fire within

The Second Day

Day Two 

of being pregnant 

okay, you may think this is a weird concept

11.11.11.11 

encounter transforming a fifty nine year old male getting pregnant 

a conceptual miracle of transformation of ignorance into enlightenment 

'something' 

is inside me 

growing

a new life

i can feel it 

a concept, an idea, an illusion, a dream, 

a new way of living 

a new concept with oneself 

a new way for a simple minded man to attempt to understand the process of birth

and 

what women get to experience

the miracle of life

what is within me?

what has our encounter co-created?

i am feeling a new life within....

(thriving relationships)