transform themselves into the most miraculous awakenings...
I was a stay at home dad for my state diagnosed mentally 'challenged'
of a genius son for twelve years.
that included delivering him to the planet
and
a heart surgery at birth
and
having both heart valves replaced last year
His most beloved mother
was still married when Makiah arrived
and
her child support package for his two children
well one at least
and
her two year 'readjustment' settlement package
made it so there was plenty of money to live on and plenty of money to waste
because of the divine mother's
desire to provide and work and work and work
(just a note: Shari was such an amazingly talented and beautiful human being that she could have been playing her ideal life from day one...but liked the 'difficult' pathway. )
I was fully, totally and completely blessed
with being a stay at home dad
focusing my attention and love on my son Makiah
in making sure he had a normal family upbringing
which wasn't always the easiest thing in the world
as living in a household with a 'wife'
that brought four kids with four different fathers into one household
(and her many many many affairs during the twelve years)
and
into a home that
The Mother
was already occupying an attitude of hate towards the new live in 'dad' from day one.
was a full time challenging position of keeping the balance or peace.
leave it to say, twelve years of surviving it all was a miracle
and
because of the geniusness of
The World's Most Amazing Mom
it even had it's own kind of happiness and joy going on
Til
the day
Jesus
showed up.
Shari met Randy
and
two days later
the stay at home dad was fired from his job
and
told to
"leave now"
Then the great AWAKENING occurred
a miraculous miracle
that transformed every aspect of my life
from the
hang in there, hold on tight,
abusive environment
to
instantaneous
ENLIGHTENMENT
of
THE BELOVED
WOW.
Randy's wife walked out on him nine months earlier
and
somehow that period of gestation
arrived in my face
with a demand to leave
and
I was
REBORN.
as
ME
the
I AM
again.
the bliss of being oneself
showed up
A
Miracle.
and
Randy,
Jesus Christ
created an all new environment
for
ALL
her four children
and friends
and
her brother and mother and father and and and
to come together in an all new
PEACE and Harmony
and
fun
playground
for the family to experience.
yes
I was the new
OUTSIDER
but
because of my uplifting attitude
into
enlightenment
I was able to transcend any new challenge or adversity with transcendental bliss.
Jesus Christ
'The Randy'
gave us
ALL
a new life.
such amazing love
such amazing grace.
sometimes
in the most bizarre of circumstances
The Light
shines so brightly
hilariousness happens.
I am so very blessed to have Jesus 'the Randy' Christ into my life
well, my family's life I mean.
I am the outsider
knowing all the dynamics of the
inside
and
so very blessed
to know how to
frevasing
The Beloved
ONES
in
ALL the love making
coming and going
going and coming
infinite and eternal blessings
to
the child
and
Jesus Christ
our
savior.
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May my Beloved son
Makiah
know
the truth, be the truth, walk the truth
of
The Beloved Mother
and
new
Jesus Christ
step dad
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day ten of the medicine wheel encompassing the life of
